Deep thoughts, with books and blogs.

I have an ongoing fascination with the way things intersect in our lives — how you do a new thing you’ve never done but Oh! completely unexpectedly it overlaps or intersects or has some deep resonance with something else you just did. I am particularly obsessed with this when it comes to reading (see “Good Things Come in Pairs” on this page) — it always feels like you somehow came to exactly the right thing at the right moment when those resonances happen.

Right now I am reading The Faraway Nearby, by Rebecca Solnit and yesterday I read this quote that just dug deep down into the heart of me:

The things that make our lives are so tenuous, so unlikely, that we barely come into being, barely meet the people we’re meant to love, barely find our way in the woods, barely survive catastrophe everyday.

Today I was reading Lizzy House‘s blog and saw this:

Also, I just want to say, that maybe I would have met these people another way, that somehow we all would have come together in whatever way, because we were supposed to. Or that my hard work and merit would have positioned me for all of this good, but I do not believe that that’s how the world works, otherwise we’d all live on islands that were having parades in our own honor everyday.

Dang, world.

À la Nick Hornby, books in/books out for June.

Bought:

  • Hmmm, I’m sure I bought something… But I don’t seem to have written it down. Possibly all I bought were the gajillion Allen Say books I bought as goodbye presents for my students!

Read:

  • Saving Zasha, by Randi Barrow (borrowed from a student)
  • Across the Universe, by Beth Revis (reread)
  • A Million Suns, by Beth Revis
  • Shades of Earth, by Beth Revis

I do feel like this is something people have a hard time understanding.

I feel alone.
I don’t mean i feel lonely; I mean i feel alone, the same way i feel the blanket resting on my body, or the feathers of my pillow under my head, or the tight string of my sleep pants twisted up around my waist. I feel alone as if it were an actual thing, seeping throughout this whole level like mist blanketing a field, reaching into all the hidden corners of my room and finding nothing living but me. It’s a cold sort of feeling, this.

― Beth Revis, A Million Suns

À la Nick Hornby, books in/books out for January.

Bought:

  • The Patrick Melrose Novels, by Edward St Aubyn*
  • Code Name Verity, by Elizabeth Wein
  • Prophet Volume 1: Remission (graphic novel)

Read:

  • Blood Song (Raven’s Shadow #1), by Anthony Ryan (iphone/kindle)
  • SeraphinA, by Rachel Hartman
  • Touch of Frost, by Jennifer Estep

I decided I can only let myself buy two books a month thanks to the current financial straits. Therefore I have/had to wait until February to buy the final Wheel of Time book. That’s OK b/c I have very little time to read right now anyway as I’m not taking much public transit right now which is my #1 reading time. I have almost no free time even when I’m at home right now–teaching is almost a 24 hour job and then only hours I’m not either at school or working on stuff for school are when I need to be sleeping. Yeah it’s super exhausting.

*Technically I already own one of these as a stand-alone…but they just collected the first four to go with the new #5 that just came out and it was on sale at my local store for $20 with 10% off and that’s cheaper than buying a $8-$10 paperback of the three I don’t have…

I already loved George Saunders.

And then I read this quote about his writing process

“If somebody gave you a furnished apartment that they had furnished, your first impression would be, ‘Well, thanks, but this doesn’t feel like me.’ But then if you were allowed to replace one item every day for seven years with an item that you liked better, after seven years that place would have you all over it in ways that you couldn’t anticipate at the beginning. So, likewise in a story, if you’re doing hundreds of drafts, and each time you’re micro-exerting your taste, that thing is going to look like more and more of you. In fact, I feel like my stories are much more indicative of me than this guy here talking to you or even me on one of my best days. The story’s a chance to sort of super-compress whoever you are and present it in this slightly elevated way.”

and now I love him even more.

I highly recommend his stories. Wicked funny.

Books Read in 2012

date refers to date finished; i.e., just b/c I finished two books in a given day doesn’t mean I read two entire books that day!

  • Night Circus, by Erin Morgenstern (12/27)
  • If I Lie, by Corrine Jackson (12/26)
  • The Fighting Man, by Gerald Seymour (12/25)
  • Fox Tracks, by Rita Mae Brown (12/25)
  • Paper Towns, by John Green (12/24)
  • Sleeper: Season One, by Ed Brubaker and Sean Phillips (12/23) (graphic novel)
  • The Shell Seekers, by Rosamunde Pilcher (12/21) (reread)
  • Thrall, by Natasha Trethewey (12/20) (poetry)
  • Looking for Alaska, by John Green (12/19)
  • Outpost, by Ann Aguirre (12/16)
  • Revival Vol 1: You’re Among Friends, by Tim Seeley (12/16) (graphic novel)
  • Mercy Thompson: Homecoming, by Patricia Briggs (12/2) (graphic novel)
  • Morning Glories, Vol 1: For a Better Future, by Nick Spencer (12/2) (graphic novel)
  • Enclave, by Ann Aguirre (12/1)(reread)
  • The Marriage Plot, by Jeffrey Eugenides (11/25)
  • Little Red Riding Hood, by J. Grimm, illu by Trina Schart Hyman (11/10)
  • Little Red Riding Hood, by Jacob Grimm, illu by Daniel Egneus (11/9)
  • The One and Only Ivan, by Katherine Applegate (10/29)
  • Ten Ways to Be Adored When Landing a Lord, by Sarah MacLean (10/27)
  • Saga, by Brian K. Vaughan and Fiona Staples (10/26) (graphic novel)
  • The Stranger’s Child, by Alan Hollinghurst (10/25)
  • The Raven Boys, by Maggie Stiefvater (10/21)
  • American Born Chinese, by Gene Luen Yang (10/15) (graphic novel)
  • Emiko Superstar, by Mariko Tamaki (10/13) (graphic novel)
  • The Michigan Mega Monsters (American Chillers #1), by Jonathan Rand (10/12)
  • From the Mixed-Up Files of Mrs. Basil E. Frankweiler, by E.L. Konisburg (10/4)
  • Any Small Goodness, by Tony Johnston (9/29)
  • The Thief Lord, by Cornelia Funke (9/27)
  • A Tale Dark & Grimm, by Adam Gidwitz (9/21)
  • A Wanted Man, by Lee Child (9/19)
  • The Book Whisperer, by Donalyn Miller (8/30)
  • Walk Two Moons, by Sharon Creech (8/29)
  • Far Arden, by Kevin Cannon (8/27) (graphic novel)
  • Golden Domes and Silver Lanterns, by Hena Khan(8/27) (picture book)
  • Hark a Vagrant, by Kate Beaton (8/16) (graphic novel)
  • Throne of the Crescent Moon, by Saladin Ahmed (8/15)
  • Dragondrums, by Anne McCaffrey (8/9) (reread)
  • The White Dragon, by Anne McCaffrey (8/9) (reread)
  • Dragonsinger, by Anne McCaffrey (8/8) (reread)
  • Dragonsong, by Anne McCaffrey (8/8) (reread)
  • Dragonquest, by Anne McCaffrey (8/7) (reread)
  • Dragonflight, by Anne McCaffrey (8/7) (reread)
  • Kornwolf, by Tristan Egolf (8/7)
  • You and No Other, by Cathy Maxwell (8/5)
  • Broken Harbor, by Tana French (8/4)
  • The Wise Man’s Fear, by Patrick Rothfuss (8/3)
  • Blue Front, by Martha Collins (8/3) (poetry)
  • Life on Mars, by Tracy K. Smith (7/30) (poetry)
  • Strangeness and Charm, by Mike Shevdon (7/21)
  • The Road to Bedlam, by Mike Shevdon (7/19)
  • Sixty-One Nails, by Mike Shevdon (7/17)
  • Swamplandia, by Karen Russell (7/13)
  • Grave Witch, by Kalayna Price (7/11)
  • Horizon, by Sophie Littlefield (7/9)
  • The Knife of Never Letting Go, by Patrick Ness (7/6)
  • Shoot to Thrill, by P.J. Tracy (7/5)
  • The Pox Party; The Astonishing Life of Octavian Nothing, Traitor to the Nation #1, by M.T. Anderson (7/4)
  • Ash, by Malinda Lo (7/3)
  • Silver, by Rhiannon Held (7/3)
  • Tell The Wolves I’m Home, by Carol Rifka Brunt (6/30)
  • Magic Without Mercy, by Devon Monk (6/29)
  • Gone Girl, by Gillian Flynn (6/27)
  • Niccolo Rising, by Dorothy Dunnett (6/23) (reread)
  • Taken, by Robert Crais (6/13)
  • Bolt, by Dick Francis (6/10) (reread)
  • Break In, by Dick Francis (6/10) (reread)
  • Fire, by Kristin Cashore (6/9) (reread)
  • Graceling, by Kristin Cashore (6/9) (reread)
  • Trickster’s Choice, by Tamara Pierce (6/9)
  • The Scorpio Races, by Maggie Stiefvater (6/7)
  • After the War, by Carol Matas (6/5)
  • Bitterblue, by Kristin Cashore (6/3)
  • Arcadia, by Lauren Graff (6/1)
  • City of the Beasts, by Isabel Allende (5/31)
  • Over Sea, Under Stone, by Susan Cooper (5/24)
  • The River Between Us, by Richard Peck (5/24)
  • Fair Game (Alpha & Omega #3), by Patricia Briggs (5/22)
  • Maniac Magee, by Jerry Spinelli (5/21)
  • Icefall, by Matthew J. Kirby (5/19)
  • Gregor the Overlander, by Suzanne Collins (5/19)
  • The Lover’s Dictionary, by David Levithan (5/18)
  • Linger, by Maggie Stiefvater (5/18)
  • Shiver, by Maggie Stiefvater (5/16) (reread)
  • Dead Iron; the Age of Steam, by Devon Monk (5/15)
  • Insurgent, by Veronica Roth (5/9)
  • Divergent, by Veronica Roth (5/8) (reread)
  • The Phantom Tollbooth, by Norton Juster (5/7)
  • Will Grayson, Will Grayson, by John Green & David Levithan (4/28)
  • Life: An Unexploded Diagram, by Mal Peet (4/27)
  • Tattoo (Ice Song #2), by Kirsten Imani Kasai (4/22)
  • Mountainfit: Fjällsommar, Fjällsjälv, by Meera Lee Sethi (4/10)
  • Mockingjay, by Suzanne Collins (4/7) (reread)
  • Catching Fire, by Suzanne Collins (4/4) (reread)
  • Soul Thief, by Jana Oliver (3/27)
  • The Book Thief, by Markus Zusak (3/26)
  • Hunger Games, by Suzanne Collins (3/24) (reread)
  • Saving Francesca, by Melina Marchetta (3/19)
  • The High King, by Lloyd Alexander (3/17) (reread)
  • Boy Meets Boy, by David Levithan (3/16)
  • Taran Wanderer, by Lloyd Alexander (3/3) (reread)
  • The Castle of Llyr, by Lloyd Alexander (3/1) (reread)
  • An Abundance of Katherines, by John Green (3/1)
  • The House of the Scorpion, by Nancy Farmer (2/16)
  • Magic on the Line, by Devon Monk (2/5)
  • Magic on the Hunt, by Devon Monk (2/4)
  • The Evolution of Calpurnia Tate, by Jacqueline Kelly (1/30)
  • The Looking Glass War, by John LeCarre (1/30)
  • The Spy Who Came in from the Cold, by John LeCarre (1/22)
  • A Murder of Quality, by John LeCarre (1/13)
  • Call for the Dead, by John LeCarre (1/13)
  • Zoo City, by Lauren Beukes (1/9)
  • Everyone Remain Calm, by Megan Stielstra (1/4) (stories)

À la Nick Hornby, books in/books out for November.

Bought:

  • Little Red Riding Hood, by J. Grimm, illu by Trina Schart Hyman
  • Little Red Riding Hood, by Jacob Grimm, illu by Daniel Egneus

Read:

  • Little Red Riding Hood, by Jacob Grimm, illu by Daniel Egneus
  • Little Red Riding Hood, by J. Grimm, illu by Trina Schart Hyman
  • The Marriage Plot, by Jeffrey Eugenides

Slow month for reading. Mostly because I didn’t like the Eugenides very much so when I had reading time I didn’t necessarily use it. Also I wasn’t on public transportation almost all month which is my primary reading time.